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if knowledge can create problems, it is not through ignorance that we can solve them -asimov
you will never find anyone who can give you a clear + compelling reason why we observe daylight-savings time
happiness makes up in height for what it lacks in length -robert frost
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Saturday, January 31, 2004
well. i didnt think it was possible, but i am now more stressed out on a weekend than a normal weekday. AGH.
Mer498: you have a lot of near death experiences
Bruxinha427: it was awesome
Mer498: WHY ARENT YOU DEAD YET???
Bruxinha427: WHY AREN'T YOU DEAD YET
Mer498: hehe
Bruxinha427: it's very odd that that particular sentence brightens my mood so much
Mer498: haha
i just spent the last like, hour adding decorative stuff to my room in the basement. for those of you who have seen it before, you know that the walls are pretty covered. but i've been adding stuff. it rocks. i mean, now its like covered in pictures of pple and awesome colorful stuff that just makes the room seem pretty. you should see it. its great. :-D
Butterflybabe23: who are you going with? just your dad?
Mer498: yepyep
Mer498: and we're staying w/ my aunt
Mer498: (while we're in sacramento)
Mer498: then we're all going down to san fransisco
Mer498: hehehe
Butterflybabe23: awww i wanna go!
Mer498: aha
Mer498: *sings OC theme song*
Butterflybabe23: noooo
Mer498: california here i come, right back where i started form
Butterflybabe23: makes me jealous!
Mer498: californiaaaaaaaaaaaa
ya know what, im gonna be posting stupid random non-important posts until i can get my blog to work right again. so you can just ignore these...
wow....my interent is being incredibly dumb right now. there's something i REALLY NEED to do, and NOOOOO!!!! my computer doesnt want me to do that, so here i am. wishing i could just throw my computer out the window. that would really make me feel better.
geez kate, everclear is WAY better than placebo! and i cant beleive it took you that long to notice...it was really big on your paper too. heh heh heh
Friday, January 30, 2004
since kates comments went away, and i really felt like commenting, i decided to put it here instead. kate named her inner voice after caitlin's 50lb cat. i find that to be more than a little amusing...
gaahh! my EYES!! they're all stingy and light sensitive. *attempts to shield eyes from monitor* yes, i know its my own stupid fault, but AAAGH THIS IS PAINFUL. *grumbles at eyes*
You are one seriously laid back, fly-by-the-seat-of-your-pants kind of guy. Even when you've just gambled away $9000 of your boss's money, you still manage to maintain your cool. Always ready with some pseudo-intellectual response, people take pause even when they're about to rip your head off. But beneath the placid exterior and quick-witted, quasi-insightful demeanor, you really have no idea what your doing.
Which Empire Records Character Are You? Find out @ She's Crafty
Thursday, January 29, 2004
Bruxinha427: if you can tell me how to unclog my sinuses i'll bake you some brownies
Mer498: haha
Mer498: take the vaccuum cleaner
Bruxinha427: HAHA
Mer498: hold it firmly against your face
Mer498: turn it on
Mer498: repeat if desired
Bruxinha427: goodness
Bruxinha427: effective
Bruxinha427: lol
Bruxinha427: i watched empire records today
Mer498: my pants have a rip
Bruxinha427: but no!
Mer498: and i am seriously considering fixing them with duct tape
Bruxinha427: we mustn't dwell!
Bruxinha427: not on rex manning day!
Mer498: you must be...magical! like...BARNEY!
Bruxinha427: ...totally!
Bruxinha427: barney and i are cut from the same cloth
Mer498: so is smoochy
Mer498: (death to smoochy)
Bruxinha427: right
SiXeRsGrL68: yayfuldoosy
Mer498: ohbaby
Mer498: nice new word btw
SiXeRsGrL68: thank you, thank you
Mer498: any time buddy
Wednesday, January 28, 2004
i scared myself today
man, what am i doing?
where is this going?
why dont i understand?
i need to be around other people
people who know me for who i really am
and love me anyway.
you hurt me. you hurt me real bad
and you dont wanna know.
you dont know anything and
you want me to know even less.
in your mind, i'll never change.
i'll always need you and
i'll always be the girl who loves you.
you wont listen to anything to the contrary,
even when all of the evidence points the other way.
you ignore what you want to and stick with your lies.
i dont think you want me to get better,
to be my own person.
you like me the way i am-
sick, hurt, and bleeding.
i dont know why.
everything's fine but partway through i stop.
millions of thoughts are running through my head
and none of them understand anything.
why cant i ever just be me?
i tried to tell you once.
the hardest thing i can ever remember doing,
and you didnt believe me.
you told me i'd feel differently in the morning.
you didnt care that i was hurting.
you brushed it aside because that was
something you didnt want to hear.
i was desperately asking for your help
and you turned away.
the only person who truly knows me
took a good look at me-
and didnt like what he saw.
8/22/03
Bruxinha427: it's that guy
Mer498: yes!
Bruxinha427: i know exactly who i mean
Mer498: im sure
Bruxinha427: but i can't remember his name or what he was in
yeah...SURE you do, lol
Mer498: and i bet you dont know what sexy beast shares a birthday with me
Mer498: (hint: july 27)
Bruxinha427: ummm
Bruxinha427: i know i know it
Bruxinha427: it's
Bruxinha427: it's
Bruxinha427: it's....
Bruxinha427: A SMASHMOUTH CONCERT!
Mer498: A SMASHMOUTH CONERT
Bruxinha427: i mean
Mer498: DUDE!
Mer498: haha, *points to head* you're in here!
Mer498: dude...we just made a reference to a 7th grade inside joke at the SAME TIME
Mer498: thats kinda freaky dude
haha, in french today, mme wilson asked what today's date was (just like she does every day as sort of a "french warmup") and i said "its elijah wood's birthday!" and she sortof looked at me and said "c'est l'anniversaire de frodo?" it was SO CUTE!!! haha, she cracks me up.
aaargh! i've got real classes again! how annoying...and now i'm supposed to CORRECT my math exam. i dont know HOW i screwed it up, but i sure dont know how to fix it. *frustration* i need smart people...
Tuesday, January 27, 2004
Bruxinha427: right
Bruxinha427: well
Bruxinha427: actually
Bruxinha427: johnny's hand was horribly mangled while there was that big fun war
Mer498: *sigh*
Bruxinha427: poor johnny
Mer498: big fun war?
Monday, January 26, 2004
Save My Life
She's back on drugs again
Even though she knows it ain't right
She can't even call up her friends
And say "help me save my life"
She's so ashamed of herself that she's
Come full circle
Nobody understands what it's like to
Be this girl
So She disappeared, and she
Wasn't clear, and she
Didnt say where she was going
Save my life, won't you help me
Save my life, won't you help me
Save my life, won't you hear me
Save my life, won't you help me
She had the man of her dreams
And some success
And she was so happy, and looking well
It was this one dark night, that she
Slipped
And then the next morning that she
Felt like a piece of shit
So she's hanging out, and she's
With the crowd, and she's
Travelin' where the wind is blowing
Save my life, won't you help me
Save my life, won't you help me
Save my life, won't you hear me
Save my life, won't you help me
And he's a real good guy and he
Wants to save her 'cause he's
More than been there all before
And she's so confused and his heart
Is breaking and he
Dreams she's knockin' on his door
Save my life, won't you help me
Save my life, won't you help me
Save my life, won't you hear me
Save my life, won't you help me
Bruxinha427: poor fez
Bruxinha427: he's so gay and foreign
Bruxinha427: in such an unforgiving world
Bruxinha427: *sob*
Mer498: lol
Bruxinha427: *sniff*
Bruxinha427: i was *serious*
Velvetskylark: woah. i was reading ur blog, and when you asked molli what was up with her blog, i saw "what's up with ur dog?" and then she was like "i killed it" and then i got really scared
Mer498: awwww!!
wikteMpeSt: it's elijah wood looking half-stoned, half i-need-to-take-a-shit-but-I-just-farted-and-it-might-be-too-late
Mer498: i know!
Mer498: i love that face!
Bruxinha427: you know what makes me mad
Bruxinha427: the subway commercials
Mer498: why?
Bruxinha427: there should be some sort of legal stupidity limit
Bruxinha427: they're just retarded
Mer498: lol
Bruxinha427: if she was a president she'd be babe-raham lincoln
Mer498: did you ever find bugs bunny attractive when he put on a dress and played a girl bunny?
Bruxinha427: lol
Mer498: hawaii! muka waka heki comeon ya wanna lay me
Bruxinha427: lol
Mer498: omg
Bruxinha427: if he were an ice cream flavor, he'd be mocha almond idiot
Mer498: "how do you like hte new studio?"
Mer498: "its like a new pair of underwear. at first its restrictive, but then it becomes a part of you"
Bruxinha427: lol
Bruxinha427: yay wayne's world
Mer498: hehe
Mer498: whats up with your blog?
poekennedy: I killed it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
poekennedy: lol... hm
Mer498: why?
poekennedy: Im not sure
Mer498: *is confused*
poekennedy: I wasnt feeling it anymore
poekennedy: I dont think anyone looked at it anyway
Mer498: but...the molli blog is gone
Mer498: :(
Bruxinha427: possibly, but i hadn't seen a lot of the things that one
Bruxinha427: some things that *looked* interesting won
Bruxinha427: lol
Mer498: the things that one?
Mer498: do you mean "won"?
Bruxinha427: oh my god
Mer498: HAHAHAH!!!!!
Bruxinha427: did i say that
Mer498: yep
Bruxinha427: shoot me
Mer498: *bang*
Bruxinha427: *fall*
Sunday, January 25, 2004
SiXeRsGrL68: my chair farts
DMEF99: how sad for you
SiXeRsGrL68: i'm afraid that if i'm on the phone and it farts people will think its me
DMEF99: LMAO!
SiXeRsGrL68: i'm a gigolo
DMEF99: we know
SiXeRsGrL68: i'd rather have 2 or 3 guys in the bed with me
fruzsina2006: random...ness... *twitches*
mer598: but...im *always* random
fruzsina2006: but combine YOUR random with maebeth's random and you get really screwy random
mer598: niice
fruzsina2006: i don't have a sled... or a hill
mer598: *gasp*
mer598: i am stunned
mer598: you have a trash can dont you?
mer598: you have a roof dont you?
mer598: there ya go
mer598: so you have a sled and a hill
fruzsina2006: my roof is high... ask maebeth
mer598: so?
mer598: i sledded off anne's roof. which was high. and i didnt break anything
mer598: good times man
mer598: i got grounded for a while too
mer598: i mean, come on. why WOULDN'T you sled off a roof?
Mer498: HA! my dad is goign to drive me to a friends house, tehn i will be diving down a hill on a flimsy piece of plastic headed towards the dangerous brick wall that is not my friend
Mer498: :-D
Mer498: wow...that sounds...stupid
Mer498: but hey. this is ME.
Bruxinha427: a snowy day is like the first person who dumped you floating down in little pieces
Bruxinha427: or something
Once on a yellow piece of paper with green lines
he wrote a poem
and he called it "chops"
because that was the name of his dog
and thats what it was all about
and his teacher gave him an A
and a gold star
and his mother hung it on the kitchen door
and read it to his aunts
that was the year Father Tracy
took all the kids to the zoo
and he let them sing on the bus
and his little sister was born
with tiny toenails and no hair
and his mother and father kissed a lot
and the girl around the corner sent him a
valentine card signed with a row of X's
and he had to ask his father what the X's meant
and his father always tucked him in bed at night
and was always there to do it
once on a piece of white paper with blue lines
he wrote a poem
and he called it "autumn"
because that was the name of the season
and thats what it was all about
and his teacher gave him an A
and asked him to write more clearly
and his mother never hung it on the kitchen door
because of its new paint
and the kids told him
that father tracy smoked cigars
and left butts on the pews
and sometimes they would burn holes
that was the year his sister got glasses
with thick lenses and black frames
and the girl around the corner laughed
when he asked her to go see santa clause
and the kids told him why
his mother and father kissed a lot
and his father never tucked him in bed at night
and his father got mad
when he cried for him to do it
once on a paper torn from his notebook
he wrote a poem
and he called it "innocence: a question"
because that was the question about his girl
and thats what it was all about
and his professor gave him an A
and a strange steady look
and his mother never hung it on the kitchen door
because he never showed her
that was the year father tracy died
and he forgot how the end
of the apostle's creed went
and he caught his sister
making out on the back porch
and his mother and father never kissed
or even talked
and the girl around the corner
wore too much makeup
that made him cough when he kissed her
but he kissed her anyway
because that was the thing to do
and at three a.m. he tucked himself into bed
his father snoring soundly
thats why on the back of a brown paper bag
he tried another poem
and he called it "absolutely nothing"
because that's what it was really all about
and he gave himself an A
and a slash on each damned wrist
and he hung it on the bathroom door
because this time he didnt think
he could reach the kitchen
Saturday, January 24, 2004
lexi: well, i was sleeping on the floor, and it was really hard.
me: the floor was hard?
lexi: well, i was on top!
Mer498: its quite easy
Mer498: and popup free, and free
Mer498: and pretty
Mer498: and user friendly
Mer498: and reader friendly
Bruxinha427: and it's where all the cool kids blog
Bruxinha427: peer pressure andrea
Bruxinha427: follow the herd
Mer498: YES!
-- "Jumping Frenchmen of Maine Disorder," in which sufferers have extreme reactions to being startled, such as jumping, flailing their arms and hitting people or things.
flashofthunder18: rave's are fun.
flashofthunder18: i didn't say that.
Mer498: haha
Mer498: SURE you didnt
Auto response from Mer498: rob: lets just say i have the benefit of hindsight.
bucky: well congratulations to you and your magical butt
flashofthunder18: how dare you leave me on my happy rant
flashofthunder18: *sigh*
flashofthunder18: oh well.
Mer498: erm, yes. i'm vewy intewectual
fruzsina2006: please, kate
flashofthunder18: you sound like me. i talk like that sometimes. without meaning to. most of the time, though, the voice that comes out is a gay man with a lisp.
Thursday, January 22, 2004
Mer498: very very sad
Butterflybabe23: ikr! ima cry
Mer498: *math homework*
Butterflybabe23: omg caitlin thought ikr meant i kan relate
Mer498: LMAO!!
Velvetskylark: i don't know, but edith's name can spell "seized aunt hag"
DMEF99: hahahahahahhahahahahahhahaha
Velvetskylark: gauze hind eats
DMEF99: haha
Velvetskylark: *gauze shed tuna
Mer498: DONT FORGET!
Bruxinha427: thanks
Mer498: any time
Mer498: im a human post it note
Bruxinha427: *hugs the large piece of sticky fluorescent paper*
Bruxinha427: *...very large*
Mer498: haha
Wednesday, January 21, 2004
aaah...good times. maebeth thought i had a dead rat/squirrel/fuzzy thing in my fire place, but it was, in fact *suspense* a half burned log.
amber: can i feel your cookie?
me: ...no
amber: please?
me: why?
amber: because i want to see if its hard!
*sniff* fruzsina PROMISED she was going to comment. and she didnt. *sniff* you forgot!!! :( well, i forgive you. and i seriously think im going nuts. seriously. i just CLEANED. like, hardcore cleaning, for OVER AN HOUR. because i wanted to. no incentive whatsoever other than i needed to focus on something. maebeth will appreciate this one, my basement is now AS CLEAN as it was that time we both cleaned it. in my opinion. so sometime like, in the next 2 days before it gets messed up, you're coming up here to see the clean room. :-D
Tuesday, January 20, 2004
fruzsina2006: oh no. i am very scared.
fruzsina2006: see me? this is the face of a scared person.
fruzsina2006: aaahh.
fruzsina2006: LATER!
fruzsina2006: i promise
Mer498: NOW
Mer498: *growls*
Mer498: i'll sick LUMP on you!
DMEF99: oh thatll do much good!
Mer498: haha
Mer498: she'll STINK you to death
DMEF99: haha
DMEF99: i got busy in the bathroom at my highschool prom
Mer498: SCORE!
DMEF99: i really used to be a bad girl
DMEF99: i had a threesome with my sister and her boyfriend tom
DMEF99: i know ive seen
DMEF99: i got busted for possesion in my wizard shaped bong
DMEF99: i used to be a real wild child
DMEF99: nan nanan anan nana nana
DMEF99: volvo driving soccer mom!
Mer498: YAY!!!!
Mer498: what do poor little cambodian kids need crayons for? to color all over their mud huts?
DMEF99: hey! those cambodians liek having colorful huts ok!?!
DMEF99: dont diss the rainbow huts
Mer498: lol
butlerpnc: what does she tell you about me
butlerpnc: haha
butlerpnc: like what
DMEF99: umm well youve got a lot of porn on your computer
i just love that coffee commercial where the guys name is tim tim tim. no, just time. but his first name isnt just, that would be stupid. tim. hey, why isnt brew spelled b-r-o-o like BROOOOOOOO!!! "how much coffee have you had today?" just two, no thirty-four! hehehe
*talking about everclear*
Velvetskylark: they might not break up
Velvetskylark: and at least ur not pregnant
Mer498: what the fuck?
Monday, January 19, 2004
i need to know that everything will be alright. i need to feel that someday i could wake up and have it all make sense again. the world i see today is a cruel and horrible place that no person in their right mind would choose to be in. walking alone, i dont see what others do. walking alone and hopelessly lost for i do not follow anything in blind faith. im tired of being told what i should or should not beleive or what is and isnt real. the only things that i can truly beleive in are the things i have seen or expereinced for myself. as of yet, i have seen nothing that could promice anything remotely close to a better future. so for now, i focus on the present. nothing here makes sense. i dont get it, and sometimes i dont even know what it is that i'm failing to understand. ask for help, and it is promiced, but never given. all i really want is something or someone to lean on that i know will always be there. this doesnt seem like much to ask for, but if so, then why does it never come? why do i have to go through all of this alone?
blah blah
Mer498: very useful
Bruxinha427: cool
Mer498: you think frankie is scary?!?!???
Bruxinha427: ...
Bruxinha427: that's like eleven conversation topics ago
Bruxinha427: aye, avast!
Bruxinha427: *snickering at stupid orlando bloom*
Mer498: swash swash buckle buckle!
Bruxinha427: no red-blooded american girl can go too long without new shoes
Bruxinha427: it's ungodly
Mer498: it is!
Mer498: do you remember like, 3 weeks ago i said i couldnt remember the guy from drivers ed's name who goes to christ school?
Mer498: you probably dont, but thats ok
Mer498: but I REMEMBER HIS NAME NOW!!!!!!!!!
Mer498: its "brayden" i KNEW it was a weird looking name that was similar to a 'real' name
Mer498: so yeah. just in case you really cared, but it took me like, FOREVER to remember that
Mer498: :)
flashofthunder18: LOL
flashofthunder18: ok
flashofthunder18: thanks
Mer498: just thought i'd share
it was bugging me SO BAD that i couldnt remember his name. even though i really dont know him at all. im usually better with names.
*describing my shoes*
DMEF99: what do they look like?
Mer498: they're brown
Mer498: and shaped kinda like my feet!
DMEF99: hahaha
Sunday, January 18, 2004
whats the point? whats the point of waking up every morning to a day just like the last one where no matter how yard you try, nothing will change. no problems will be fixed, no attitudes will change, and least of all nobody will care. every day i hear words that seem and feel real at the time, but time always proves tehm wrong. "i love you for who you are" never fails to turn into some completely different and painful realization. at the time, having no idea of who i really am, the words seem meaningful. in truth, it is just one more letdown waiting to happen. i put up this front; htis image of who i wish i could be, or even someone who could pass for normal. this is what people see. this is what people want to beleive. because of this, no one looks deeper. i dont really want them to because then they, like everyone else, would hate what they see. and who can blame them. no one wants to be around someone more screwed up than they are. people want to beleive the easy choice. i like it this way most of the time. it is far easier to deal with someone who doesnt really know you pushing you away. the most painful expereince is having someone truly get to know and understand you, gain your trust, and completly shatter all of that. aside from the emotional damage of losing a friend, having your innermost self rejected, and losing any sense of self worth you once might've had, you feel utterly and completely alone. too afraid to risk that type of pain again, you retreat into yourself, prefering to deal with your own rejection rather than someone elses. tell yourself that it doesnt matter because your opinion carries more weight than theirs when it comes to who you are. they dont have the information necessary to make a real judgement-because you won't tell them. that is a safe distance. keep people just far enough away to make sure no one can gain the ability to hurt you again. the only problem is you can't do that for yourself. you can't keep yourself from seeing the mistakes and character flaws when you look in the mirror. you see every action you've ever been ashamed of, every thought that just wouldn't go away, and every lie that's been told in the interest of keeping people at a safe distance. this is the time when you wish you could beleive the happy face you put on for the world. this is the time you need to beleive that you can be ok. but most of all, this is the time that you are the farthest awway from everything you've ever known. push everything and everyone away, and eventually they'll stop trying to come back. then you begin to wonder if they even should. why waste other people's, good people's time with a hopeless cause. get their hopes up just to end up having yet another person who considers you a disappointment. have enough of these people, and it really becomes difficult to know who is right. in a majority-rules world, you would have lost long ago to the masses of people who don't care. for those that try to continue on against the rush of people, the defeat is much more drawn out, yet still inevitable. without someone to back you up, you will fall. this is certain. another thing that will always hold true is that if you fall alone, no one will ever be there to help you back up again. people pass by and laugh at the one who has fallen, knowing deep down that they will never be like that. because of this knowledge, it is true. only you can dig a hole deep enough that you can't get back out again. you will remain alone forever in the hole you have made for yourself. that is the way of the world.
1/16/04
Mer498: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!
Mer498: *DIES A SLOW AND PAINFUL DEATH*
Velvetskylark: ok
Mer498: 1) Did Everclear break up?
Officially, the band is simply taking two years off. After that, the band will decide what the next step is. (There is an open possibility that they won't do anything more.)
Velvetskylark: where did you find that?
Mer498: *curls into fetal position and starts to cry*
Mer498: whitelightning.org
Velvetskylark: ouch
Mer498: one of the everclear sites
Velvetskylark: i'm sure elihag did the same thing when smashing pumpkins broke up
Mer498: elihag
Mer498: thats insulting
Velvetskylark: oh wow, that's spelled even more wrong than i thought it was
Mer498: bad caitlin!
Velvetskylark: i thought it was elijah with a g on the end
Mer498: nope
Mer498: lol
Velvetskylark: i am going to have to print these pics, scan them, save them on a disc and then put them on a publisher page
Mer498: awww
Velvetskylark: how's that for complicated?
Glory days don't mean shit to me,
I drank a six pack of apathy.
Life's a bitch and so am I.
The world owes me, so fuck you.
-green day
Back in the wild west, a westbound wagon train was lost and very low on
food. No other people had been seen for days! Unexpectedly, they saw an
old Jewish man sitting under a tree. The leader rushed up to him and said,
"We're lost! Is there someplace ahead where we can get food?" "Vell," the
Jewish man said, "I would definitely NOT go overdat hill. Someone tole me
you'll run into a big bacon tree." "A bacon tree?" asked the wagon train
leader. "Yah, yah a bacon rtree. TRrust me. For nutting void I lie".
The leader goes back and tells his people what the Jewish man had told him.
"So why did he say not to go there?" some pioneers asked. "Oh, you know the
Jewish folks--they don't eat bacon." So the wagon train goes up the hill
and down the other side.
About an hour later the leader of the wagon train returns to where the old
Jewish man is sitting and enjoying his drink. "The wagon train leader was
disheveled and wounded. The near-dead man starts shouting, "You fool! YOu
sent us to our deaths! We followed your instruction but there was no bacon
tree. Just hundreds of Indians. They shot everone but me."
The Jewish ;man holds up his hand and says, "oy,vait a minute,vait a
minute." He gets out his English-Yiddish dictionary and begins thumbing
through it."
"Oh mine Gott", he said. "I made myself a big mistake. It vuz not a bacon
tree. I mantto say, itwas a ham bush."
also from andrea's blog. lol
...i definitely did not spend two hours watching saturday morning cartoons...
there is doom and gloom while things GO boom...in DEXter's LAAAAAAAAAB!
i mean...nope. normal teenager. just woke up. uhuh. and absolutely could not sing along with the dexter's lab themesong if my life depended on it...*shifty eyes*
Bruxinha427: i was going to go to the mall and get my audition outfit
Bruxinha427: but that's an interesting proposition
Mer498: oo
Mer498: dude, i totally read that as preposition
Mer498: and i was wondering why my speech patern used cool prep.
Mer498: ...yeah.
Bruxinha427: i suppose i could do that monday or later on tuesday
Bruxinha427: wow, meredith, that was an awesome preposition!
Mer498: with. between. around.
Bruxinha427: where do you come up with this stuff?
Bruxinha427: whoaaa!
Mer498: oh baby!
Mer498: wait for it
Mer498: IN
Bruxinha427: *falls over*
poekennedy: I mean I just want to touch him a little is that wrong?
poekennedy: okay... I wanna touch him alot...
poekennedy: *looks down*
Mer498: lol, its ok molli
Saturday, January 17, 2004
Mer498: i can see it now...'hi, you dont know me. can you describe you couch please?"
DMEF99: hahahahahahahahahaha
DMEF99: thatd be great
DMEF99: i have to be subtle dude
Mer498: "does your car have a big back seat? i was just wondering"
DMEF99: green 98 land rover
Mer498: SWEET!
DMEF99: oh youre evil
Mer498: *revels in the evilness*
ARGH!!!!!!! *bad day ness*
you STUPID FUCKING WHORE!!!!!!!!
dont you EVER say that to me again. EVER!
just got back from the movies with catherine and maebeth. catherine langley came back to visit today, and.....wow. reality check. its hard to describe, but i'm really sad that i didnt know her better when she still lived a couple blocks away.
if i've talked to you at all today, feel free to ignore everything i said. i dont know whats up w/ me today, but i feel really weird. as in, not me. its probably the whole sleep thing, but i apologize for the strangeness.
Bruxinha427: it's a picture of hilary duff looking like a chemo patient!
Bruxinha427: yay!
Mer498: ...what?
from fruzsina's blog comments:
Jessamyn @ 01/15/2004 19:49:
shit man. If ignorance was painful, Ms. Wildrick would be dead by now and the entire Hill family would be doubled over in agony.....I must be the devil because that thought just brought a smile to my face.
Bruxinha427: after much soul searching i have decided that you, julia, my stuffed dog, and my left big toe are merely illusions
Bruxinha427: don't feel unloved, i love you all
Mer498: WAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
Bruxinha427: it's just that you're not real
Bruxinha427: which puts me in a difficult position
Mer498: i am TOO real!
Mer498: *pouts*
Bruxinha427: oh yeah? prove it, where are you then!
Mer498: i'm right here
Mer498: duh!
Bruxinha427: i don't see you *anywhere*
Mer498: look, im RIGHT in front of the monitor
Mer498: typing on the keyboard
Mer498: cant you see me?
Bruxinha427: that's impossible, I'M right in front of the monitor typing on the keyboard
Bruxinha427: oh my god
Bruxinha427: maybe we're...
Mer498: i'm...YOU
Bruxinha427: the same person!
Mer498: dude!
Bruxinha427: whoa
Friday, January 16, 2004
i hope all of you watch monk. because if you dont, you're missing like, the best show out there. :-D
Butterflybabe23: MAKE ME WHORE
Mer498: make you a whore?
Mer498: ok
Mer498: wear tighter and shorter clothing
Mer498: apply more makeup
Mer498: pick up a guy on the street
Mer498: have sex in his car
Mer498: re-apply makeup
Mer498: find another guy
Butterflybabe23: hahahaha
Mer498: repeat steps 4 and 5
yes, i really was this bored:
00.My name be: mer
.01.I've aged: 15 yrs
.02.I live in: my house
.03.I want to go to: somewhere else
.04.My siblings are: none :)
.05.Things i like are: everclear, friends, money. hehe.
.06.Things i dont like are: eh, i dont feel like listing. lol
(((..::people::..)))
[don't mind the number gap..]
(((..::religion::..))
.35. What is your religion, if any?: erm, i suppose one couldsay that i'm methodist
Do you practice it, or just believe in it strongly?: neither...
.37. Do you believe in God, Jesus,Heaven, and Hell?: no
.38. Why do you believe in what you do?: because of what i've seen.
((..::Morally::..))
.39.Have you ever been drunk?: yea
.40.Do you want to get drunk or would you do it again?: hell yeah man
.41.Have you ever done drugs?: stupid question
.42.Have you ever stolen/shoplifted?: i prefer to think of it as borrowing without the intention of returning it
.43.Have you tried to commit suicide; do you know someone that has?: i know pple who have
.44.Are you the innocent looking type?: uh...?
.45.Are you really innocent?: i'd go with no
.46.Have you ever cheated on your boyfriend or girlfriend?: define "cheating"
.50.Have you been skinny dipping?: erm
.51.Do you enjoy nudity, whether you are nude, or maybe someone else?: lol...wtf?
.52.Were you caught doing any of these bad things above(i.e. drinking,doing drugs,stealing)?: unfortunately, yes
.53.Name some things you have done that you regret: well THATS none of your business
.54.Would you say that you are open-minded?: sure, why not
((..::Personality::..))
-Are you more...
.55.crazy or conserved?: crazy
.56.loud or quiet?: it really depends
.59.outgoing or shy?: idk
.60.emotional or nonemotional?: it depends
.61.perverted or pure?: heh heh heh
.62.simple or complex?: i'm very complex ;)
((..::Music::..))
.63.Do you prefer bands or just singers?: bands
.64.Name some bands or artists that you like: EVERCLEAR!! duh pple...
.65.What genres of music would you say you listen to?: everything
.66.Do you like certain pop songs that you just think are really catchy?: NO
.67.Are you in a band?: nope
.68.If not, would you like to be in one?: not really
.69.If you were in one, what would you do if you are, what do you do in the band?: erm...idk
((..::Labels and image/style::..))
.74.Do you wear ties like avril?: haha...NO
.75.What do you think of her style?: ...style? yeah right
((..::randomish::..))
.76.Do you prefer lots and lots of friends, or a few close ones?: A few close ones
.77.What are your feelings towards rain?: i love it, its so calming.
.78.Who/What gets you really excited when you see them/it?: friends, other stuff
.79.Do you want something/someone that you can never have?: yep
.80.Whats your best memory?: not sure
.81.Have you ever been on a real date?: yep
.82.Make out or take out?: ooh, difficult question
.83.Do you have more guy friends or chick friends?: i do not call my friends "chicks"
.84.Have you ever been accused of being homosexual?: lol, nope
.85.Describe one of your embarrassing moments: oh right, like im gonna remind you guys
.86.Do you like your parents?: *laughs hysterically* right.
.87.How about slushies, do you like those?: uh, sure
.88.Do you own a digital camera?: no...
.89.Would you write a paper for someone if they paid you?: if they paid me enough
.90.Define "cool": being me ;)
.91.Have you ever cooked dinner?: yep
.92.Are you forced to listen to the national anthem every morning at your school?: no... wtf?
.93.When you are using a lead pencil, do you let a lot of lead out or just a little?: in between?
.94.What color is your toothbrush?: blue and white
.95.Have you ever secretly desired to wear a eye patch?: no...?
.99.Slippers or flipflops? flip flops
.100.Oddly enough, its over..:
[Wasn't that fun? Oh yes.]
last cigarette: uh....
last kiss : i never kiss and tell
last cry : doesnt matter
last library book checked out : uh...its been a LONG time...i dont remember
last movie seen in a theatre: big fish
last book read : that one for WWI
last cuss word uttered : idk
last drink: water
last food consumed : gum...yeah. that counts.
last phone call: my momma
last time showered: this morning
last shoes worn: these ones
last cd played: everclear, so much for the afterglow
last item bought: a bag of MM's
last soda drank: caffeine free diet pepsi (damn, that shits nasty)
last thing written: french paragraph
last key used: the house key?
last word spoken: "cya later"
last sleep : too...long...ago
last IM: right now
last ice cream eaten: chocolate
Thursday, January 15, 2004
You're an Umbrella. Umbrellas are kind, caring people,
that watch over others. Everyone respects you
and views you as a good example. Your friendly,
non-judgemental, maybe sometmies even to nice.
Umbrellas are amazing people.
What random object are you? Many detailed outcomes - find out about your personality!
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-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.
What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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Bruxinha427: we love mary so much that it almost made us sad to think of her living out the rest of her days chained to a post in meredith's basement...
omg omg omg omg omg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Butterflea1404: lauren is obsessed with ballet and is awesome at it and shes thinking about going to ncsa, and wants me to come with her for guitar ( adair said that they are so desperate for guitarists that they accept a someone with no talent and that describes me)and be roomates and stuff, so we might be comming in like junior or senior year, and i think we might be going this summer to test it out
Wednesday, January 14, 2004
yeah, old conversation, but it still makes me laugh:
MiladyFireNymph: nose
Mer498: no
Mer498: not nose
Mer498: and for some reason i keep reading that as 'noose'
Mer498: which looks like moose
Mer498: which reminds me of mousse
Mer498: or whatever that chocolate stuff is
MiladyFireNymph: lmao
*later*
Mer498: mousse...that reminds me of 6th grade when we did the project where chris brought his pet duck in
Mer498: which reminds me of duck duck goose
Mer498: which brings me back to moose
Mer498: man, i could go on forever like that
Mer498: like bs
Butterflybabe23: haha
Butterflybabe23: yes...what the hell is a plural b?
Mer498: lmao
Tuesday, January 13, 2004
*talking to caitlin*
Mer498: i got cranium for christmas
Mer498: whoah
Mer498: dude
Mer498: if you were like, a foreign exchange student
Mer498: that would read "i got head for christmas"
Bruxinha427: pork and hair apparently have similar burning properties
Mer498: my hair...the pork product
Bruxinha427: lmao
Bruxinha427: exactly
Bruxinha427: so until march, i am a definite tentative future salemite
Bruxinha427: lol Mer498: definite tentative future salemite
Mer498: i like that
Bruxinha427: lol
Bruxinha427: yes
Bruxinha427: it's my official title
anna: dont glue a star to my nose!
its sad when you have to be that specific with your friends...lol
Monday, January 12, 2004
my computer is a dumbfuck. i am more frustrated with this goddamn chunk of metal and plastic than i have EVER been in my ENTIRE LIFE!!! i would STRANGLE IT IF I COULD. its a MORON. IT HATES ME AND IT LAUGHS IN MY FACE AT HOW STUPID ITS BEEN FOR ALMOST 8 MONTHS!!!!! I HATE IT MORE THAN GOD!!!
Sunday, January 11, 2004
LAYER ONE:
-- birthplace: winston salem
-- current: winston salem. how boring.
-- eye color: brown
-- hair color: brownish
-- height: 5'6"
-- righty or lefty: righty
-- zodiac sign: leo
--names you go by: meredith, mer, mermer, murdith (if you're lucky)
LAYER TWO:
-- your heritage: borng
-- the shoes you wore today: my nasty really old shoes
-- your fears: spiders. just...spiders.
--your perfect pizza: mmmm....the pizza from that little corner place in chicago. deep dish meat lovers. it was great.
-- goal you'd like to achieve: i dont really have goals...
LAYER THREE:
-- your most overused phrase on AIM: lol. or lmao. one of those
-- your thoughts first waking up: SHUT UP YOU FUCKING ALARM
-- your bedtime: whenever the hell i feel like sleeping
-- your favorite memory: um....it was over the summer. there were a bunch of us, just hanging out. im not going more detailed than that.
LAYER FOUR:
-- pepsi or coke: PEPSI
-- mcdonald's or burger king: burger king
--single or group dates: lol, either
-- adidas or nike: idk, i guess adidas
-- lipton ice tea or nestea: i dont really care either way
--chocolate or vanilla: chocolate..yumm
-- cappuccino or coffee: cappuccino
LAYER FIVE:
-- smoke: well isnt that lovely.
-- cuss: damn right i cuss!
-- sing: hell no
-- take a shower everyday: of course
-- have a crush: lovely question
-- do you think you've been in love: why the fuck do you care?
-- want to go to college: i suppose so
-- high school: sucks ass
-- want to get married: idk
-- believe in yourself: no, not really
-- get motion sickness: nope, i never have
-- think you're attractive: sure, why not
-- think you're a health freak: noope
-- get along with your parent(s): *laughs*
-- like thunderstorms: i love em
-- play an instrument: no
LAYER SIX:
ever:
-- drank alcohol: yep
-- smoked: dude, didnt they already ask that?
-- done a drug: what a lovely question
-- made out: yep
-- gone to the mall: no. i have never been to ANY mall in my entire life.
-- eaten an entire box of oreos: no, i dont like oreos all that much
-- eaten sushi: yes...its gross though
-- been on stage: yeah, several times
-- been dumped: fuck you!
-- gone skating: yeah, not recently though
-- made homemade cookies: very tasty....
-- gone skinnydipping: lovely question
-- dyed your hair: never anything permanent
-- stolen anything: define "stealing"
LAYER SEVEN:
ever...
-- played a game that required removal of clothing: yeah...
-- if so, was it mixed company: yes...
-- been trashed or extremely intoxicated: yep
-- been caught "doing something": YES. DAMMIT.
-- gotten beaten up: hell no
LAYER EIGHT:
-- age you hope to be married: i dont *hope* to be married
-- numbers and names of children: like i think that far ahead
-- describe your dream wedding: um...people...and in the daytime. lots of details.
-- how do you want to die: aw, man, you dont wanna ask that question
-- what do you want to be when you grow up: hell, i dont know
-- what country would you most like to visit: england
LAYER NINE:
in a significant other...
-- best eye color? doesnt matter
-- best hair color? again, it doesnt matter.
-- short or long hair: ah! stupid questions!
-- height: dammit
-- best weight: ask something that ISNT stupid!
-- best articles of clothing: doesn't really mater
--best first date location: does it *really* matter?
-- best first kiss location: well, seeing as how you only get *one* first kiss, you cant really pick a favorite.
LAYER TEN:
-- # of drugs taken illegally: why do YOU care? ;) ;)
-- # of people i could trust with my life: um...one?
-- # of CDs that i own: a lot
-- # of piercings: ears
--# of tattoos: none
-- # of scars on my body: oh god, too many to count
Currents:
--current clothes: socks. jeans. the tshirt that i hate.
-- current mood: pissed off
-- current taste: hm?
-- current hair: its down, and probably needs brushing
-- current annoyance: *YOU*
-- current smell: clinique, happy heart
-- current thing you ought to be doing: homework....
-- current desktop picture: frodo
-- current book: i *should* be reading a testament of youth
-- current refreshment: none
-- current worry: *that*
-- current favorite celebrity: uh, art alexakis
Mark your calendar or Palm V. You can expect to die on:
August 18, 2047
at the age of 59 years old.
On that date you will most likely die from:
Cancer (21%)
Homicide (10%)
Alien Abduction (10%)
Third Degree Burns (8%)
Horrible Accident (8%)
Alcoholism (8%)
Heart Attack (7%)
Drowning (6%)
GURU
(Submissive Extrovert Abstract Feeler )
Like just 12% of the population you are a GURU (SEAF)--kind, knowing, giving. Like Buddha of old, you can be a persuasive speaker, and you use your creative talents to further the objectives of your heart instead of your mind. But be careful that your friends don't take advantage of your relaxed nature, that's what happened to Jesus.
Above all, you like going with the flow. And there is probably nothing in the world you haven't smoked. That's cool. Oh yeah, you like to talk a lot. That's cool, too. Whatever.
im really really really really excited about the new york trip. i cant wait. it'll be all...new yorkey. :-D
fruzsina, you and i need to have a conversation. on monday, we shall conversate. or perhaps tuesday, because i have to leave right after school on monday. but the point being....conversation time :)
What NOT to do during THe Return of the King
1. Stand up half way thought the movie and yell..."Where the hell is Harry Potter?"
2. Block the entrance to the theater and scream "YOU SHALL NOT PASS" After the movie say " Lucus could have done better"
3. Play a drinking game where you have to take a sip every time someone say "The Ring."
4. Point and laugh every time someone dies.
5. Ask everyone around you if they think Gandalf went to Hogwarts.
6. Finish off everyone of Elrond's lines with "Mr Anderson."
7. When Aragorn is crowned king stand up and at the top of your lungs sing "And I did it...MY way...!"
8. Talk like Gullum all through the movie.And at the end, bite off some one's finger and fall down the stairs.
9. Dress up like an old lady and reenact the "Battle of Helm's Deep" Monty Python style.
10. When Denethor lights the fire, shout "Barbecue!"
11. In TTT when the Ents decide to march to war,stand up and shout " RUN FOREST, RUN!"
12.Every time someone kills an Orc, yell: "That's what I'm Tolkien about!" See how long it takes before you get kicked out of the theater.
13. During a wide shot of a battle, inquire "Where's Waldo?"
14. Talk loudly about how you heard that there is a single frame of a nude Elf hidden some where in the movie.
15. Start an Orc sing-a-long.
16. Come to the premiere dressed as Dr. Frankenfurter and wonder around looking confused.
17. When they go in the path of the dead, wait for a tense moment and shout "I see dead people!"
18. Imitate what you think a conservation between Gullim, Dobby and Yoda would be like.
19. Release a jar of Daddy Long Legs in the theater during the Shelob scene.
20. Wonder out loud if Aragorn is going to run for governor of California.
21. When Shelob comes on, exclaim "Man! Charlotte's really let herself go!"
Signs You Have a Hangover
1.You're convinced that chirping birds are Satan's pets.
2.Trying to gain control of the situation, you continue to tell your room to "stay still."
3.Looking at yourself in the mirror induces the same reaction as chugging a glass of fresh paint.
4.You'd rather have a pencil jammed up your nose than be exposed to sunlight.
5.You set aside an entire morning to spend some quality time with your toilet.
6.You replace the traditional praying on your knees with the more feasible praying in a fetal position.
7.The bathroom reminds you of a carnival barker shouting, "Step right up and give it whirl!"
8.All day long your motto is, "Never again."
9.You could purchase a new bike just by recycling the bottles around your bed.
10.Your natural response to "Good morning," is "Shut up!"
Saturday, January 10, 2004
poekennedy: DAMN THAT COMPUTER
Mer498: *computer is damned*
poekennedy: lmao
poekennedy: its like... youre god...
poekennedy: =-O
poekennedy: daddy??
ellie: that'll happen when worms have ears and pigs can fly..
daniel: worms have ears!!.....oh wait.....
wikteMpeSt: maybe if I stare at it for long enough it'll grow a mullet and begin looking like lexi
Mer498: lol
Mer498: im sure it will
Mer498: just give it time
wikteMpeSt: i'm don't feel anything, i don't want anything, i'm sitting in a pile of my own waste: fuck it all
robin williams...yeah man
when everything feels like the movies, yeah you bleed just to know you're alive. and i dont want the world to see me, cuz i dont think that they'd understand. when everything's made to be broken, i just want you to know who i am.
Do you listen to yourself
Never live for someone else
Do you like the way you feel
Nothing hurts when no one's real
-goo goo dolls
really really dumb..good job..i think you need a
helmet
what kind of dumb are you?...W00T
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Your soul has nothing but a sock. That,s a little
sad, but your still tuff and determined. Some
day that sock thing might work for you.
How naked is your soul?
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You are Going to marry Elijah wood. He will always
respect you and your friends. His cute face and
big blue eyes are also a plus. Congrats!!
Which male celebrity are you going to marry? (10 results that have pics!)
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Spacedream345077: he's on a cell phone, but he says he might not be ablt to answer even though he's supposed to be some kind of a fucking computer genius.
Mer498: *gasp*
random woman: *very southern accent* "...oh, sweetie, you dont want to be a teacher! prostitutes make twice as much!"
-a movie
i have links now people, so you can stop complaining ;)
(poekennedy: and its about fucking time you added links)
Mmmm, looks like you're a donut!
What Snack Food are You? (With Cool Pics!!)
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The problem with America is stupidity, now I'm not saying there should be capital punishment for stupidity, but why don't we just take the safety labels off everything and let the problem solve itself?
Thursday, January 08, 2004
Mer498: thats my favorite line in the whole movie
Mer498: damn
Mer498: i just tried to type that "holl"
Mer498: instead of "whole"
Bruxinha427: oh
Bruxinha427: lol
Bruxinha427: well
Bruxinha427: it makes some sense phonetically
some of you guys were asking, and i found the piece of paper so i know for sure. jennifer mathews's sn is: snowgurl1021
(or at least, thats what it was at the end of last year) i dont think she's online very much though...
sometimes i get to a point where i dont give a damn about anything anymore.
sometimes i get to a point where i feel numb and i just dont care, sometimes i feel like i just dont care.
hope is such a weird thing. why bother? either something will or will not happen. either way, i can deal with it, but if my hopes are up, and something happens, it just comes crashing down again. so why do people hope? it sets you up for disapointment really...because if something you hoped for doesnt happen, it makes you sad. and even if it does, often times it wont be as good as you hoped it would be. so hope is only disappointment, really. i wish a person could conscioiusly decide not to get his or her hopes up...it would make things a lot less painful in the end.
| Disorder | Rating |
| Paranoid: | Moderate |
| Schizoid: | Moderate |
| Schizotypal: | High |
| Antisocial: | Low |
| Borderline: | Very High |
| Histrionic: | Moderate |
| Narcissistic: | Moderate |
| Avoidant: | High |
| Dependent: | Very High |
| Obsessive-Compulsive: | Low |
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! -- | |
Wednesday, January 07, 2004
guy: "...that was north dakota on the phone. they want to eliminate the word "north" from their name. they think we take their state for granted."
Velvetskylark: wow, i just had this whole train of thought where i was like "what if meredith asks if pot could be considered a vegetable?"
Mer498: someone i used to know...and now i totally forget who...said "yeah, i'll fuck that potato" in his sleep
Mer498: never heard the end of that one
Mer498: lol
poekennedy: LMAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
poekennedy: oh my god
poekennedy: I know youre on aol and you cant see it
poekennedy: but that totally made my profile on aim
Mer498: haha, SCORE!
Mer498: they burn all pretty and turn black and wrinkly
poekennedy: needless to say I wasted like 50 marshmellows
Mer498: of course
Mer498: thats the whole point ;)
poekennedy: I mean the police would have had to rely on dental records... had the marshmellows been people... that I killed... by lighting them on fire...??
poekennedy: my god
Mer498: lmao
poekennedy: no clue where I was trying to go with that one
Tuesday, January 06, 2004
Mer498: oh dude, that is SO what a molli would do
poekennedy: oh really?
poekennedy: I must consult the owner's manual
Mer498: lol
as much as i appreciate where its coming from, dont tell me i'm wrong. i know certain facts about me. these do not change, nor are they going to because someone states a different opinion. for certain things, there is only one opinion that ultimately matters. and that one is mine. and no matter what you say to me, you dont know the full story, you werent there, so forgive me for saying that you are more than somewhat uninformed. i am very clear about what i am and what i am not. for this opinion to change, that would mean that i am wrong about the only thing that on can always be expected to know; who you are. for my opinion of who i am to change, without my actual SELF changing with it, would be far more detrimental than beneficial, and it would lead to problems later as reality once again came crashing in. so if there is something i'm saying that you happen to disagree with, say whatever you want about what you think, but do not tell me that i am wrong.
i always knew there was a reason i dont take art...i guess it just wasnt so obvious to me until now....I SUCK AT DRAWING....
haha, finally a poll option i agree with: I cuss because curse words are nothing but just that, WORDS. I'll stop saying fuck when I stop saying asparagus..
#2E8B57 |
Your dominant hues are cyan and green. Although you definately strive to be logical you care about people and know there's a time and place for thinking emotionally. Your head rules most things but your heart rules others, and getting them to meet in the middle takes a lot of your energy some days. Your saturation level is higher than average - You know what you want, but sometimes know not to tell everyone. You value accomplishments and know you can get the job done, so don't be afraid to run out and make things happen. Your outlook on life can be bright or dark, depending on the situation. You are flexible and see things objectively. |
Mer498: do not operate heavy machenary, do not move heavy plants
DMEF99: hahaha
DMEF99: thats great
Mer498: they should add that to medecine bottles tha tmake you drowsy
DMEF99: oh certainly should
DMEF99: t really could be dangerous
DMEF99: those damn heavy plants
DMEF99: kill thousand of people each year
Mer498: yeah man...death, by being impaled by a tree
Monday, January 05, 2004
Mer498: yeah...a bunch of pple are
Werven Scy: Thank goodness....imagine if only a few of us got her full attention
Mer498: southern is a way of life
SiXeRsGrL68: southard is a way of life
Mer498: LMAO!!!
SiXeRsGrL68: haha
Mer498: is he YOUR way of life?
SiXeRsGrL68: ohyes
MiladyFireNymph: ???
Mer498: hm...guess that wasnt you then...nevermind
MiladyFireNymph: yeah it was my other personality
MiladyFireNymph: we haven't been communicating too well
Sunday, January 04, 2004
flashofthunder18: their eyes meet and her heart beat
starts flopping around weakly,
like a bunny in a ziplock bag.
Mer498: like, i would like to have my hair shorter, but then i'd have to do more w/ it
flashofthunder18: yeah
flashofthunder18: well
Mer498: i like the whole "roll out of bed, hope i remember to brush my hair" routine
Mer498: guess what!
Mer498: YOU have actual classes tomorrow, and I dont!!!!!!
Mer498: *happy dance*
Bruxinha427: that's it, i'm getting the uzi
Mer498: you dont scare me!
Bruxinha427: :-P
Bruxinha427: i should
Mer498: well, i TOLD you the joke
Mer498: in a 'read it on my blog' type of way
Bruxinha427: that's true
Bruxinha427: yeah
Bruxinha427: lol
Instructions:
1) Copy this whole list into your journal.
2) Italicize the things that you have in common with me.
3) Whatever you don't bold, replace with things about you pertaining to the sentence. (what can i say. i was THAT bored. the italicized stuff is stuff i have in common with andrea)
01. I am an only child.
02. I hope not to have any siblings-in law anytime soon since to do THAT, i would have to get married.
03. I am not colorblind.
04. I love hoodies.
05. I have seen snow before.
06. I do not drink alcohol at all.
07. I have never smoked pot.
question 8 was deleted b/c its none of your business. ;)
09. I usually read books because i have to for a class
10. I have my ears pierced.
11. I have eaten egg rolls.
12. I have a love hate relationship with myself.
13. I have drunk diet soda.
14. I enjoy reading somewhat
15. Some music makes me sad.
16. I'd rather be too cold than too hot.
17. I LOVE chocolate.
18. I don't mind wearing a bra.
19. My favorite saying is "HEAD! PANTS! NOW!"
20. I love getting things in the mail.
21. my favorite color is red
22. I am sometimes easily irritated, but i can be really really patient. It depends what kind of mood I'm in and who i'm dealing with.
23. My mom works at that place...
24. My favorite actor is Johnny Depp. *drool* (um, or elijah wood...or several other pple actually...)
27. I have size 8 feet.
28. I love Chick-fil-a nuggets
29. I sometimes get jealous.
30. I have no idea who Walter Cecil Worsely IV is.
31. I'm very picky about boys.
32. i have never saved anything having to do with a boyfriend...well, unintentionally. but...eh, too many details.
33. I am NOT a clean freak.
34. I do not play, nor am I learning to play, the guitar.
35. I'm not in orchestra.
36. I love sleeping with lots of blankets.
37. I listen to many types of music.
38. I love smelling candles if they're scented
39. I try to be a good listener.
40. I generally do not trust people until i know them really well
41. I despise christmas
42. i like scary movies. but a lot of the time....i dont find them to be very frightening
43. I do not have a cat.
45. I don't mind spending large amounts of money if it's for something i need/really really want that's worth the price.
46. I have no neices or nephews, because again, i have no siblings, and im not married
47. I have 0 turtles.
48. I dislike Catherine Zeta Jones most of the time.
49. I've never been obsessed with my weight.
50. I am loved.
Mer498: you *sniff* left!
Bruxinha427: my *sniff* computer is a dumbfuck
Mer498: aww, i'm so sorry
Mer498: mine is too
Bruxinha427: lol
Mer498: its a cruel world
Mer498: its ALBERT!!!!!!
Mer498: YAY!!!
Mer498: he's on his limb
Mer498: he says hi
GoodKitty1125: HI ALBERT
Mer498: yay
Mer498: hes' SOOO cute
Mer498: hehe
(arwen) Legolas got all shirty when I accused him of trying on my dresses. He says I have impugned his masculinity. What masculinity?
Day Eleven
Legolas still sulking. Says other elves making fun of him now since whole dress-trying-on-incident. Says they no longer take him seriously as a man. He must have missed it when Daddy called him “the gayest gay elf that ever nanced down the pike” at last Council meeting. Or maybe he just didn’t understand it; he’s awfully pretty, but not so bright.
Suspect Gandalf chose Ringbearer on account of big blue eyes and pouty lower lip, rather than possession of heroic-type fortitude.
aragorn's diary:
Ran into Gandalf. Turns out he did not actually die but instead was forced by Balrog to sell out to laundry detergent company and is now Gandalf the Sparkly White. PR whore. Next thing he'll be charging for pointy hat trick.
Mer498: youre so mean to you friends kate! you just LEAVE THEM OUTSIDE
flashofthunder18: haha
flashofthunder18: she had to pee
flashofthunder18: lol
flashofthunder18: so i shut the door!
Mer498: haha
flashofthunder18: and locked her out there
flashofthunder18: mhmm
flashofthunder18: and it looked like a mushroom
flashofthunder18: only
flashofthunder18: a little more sexy
Mer498: ohyes. my favorite word. aside from 'fuck' of course
flashofthunder18: gee, i never do that
flashofthunder18: lol
Mer498: lol
Saturday, January 03, 2004
Spacedream345077: the buddy we have on our computer just told me that he finds pants very restrictive.
Mer498: so...when are you planning on pushing wildrick down the stairs?
Mer498: are you gonna sell tickets?
flashofthunder18: haha of course
flashofthunder18: discounts if you help keep teachers in another part of the building
flashofthunder18: ooh im getting hit on
flashofthunder18: h/o
Mer498: haha
Mer498: um...i dont remember
flashofthunder18: ill stop going psycho
flashofthunder18: or try
Mer498: it was before i knew who he was tho
Mer498: lol
Mer498: i was gonnna say...
Mer498: ;)
flashofthunder18: lol
Mer498: dude, i was totally about to say something completely relevant (for once)
Mer498: and i totally forget what it is now
flashofthunder18: lol
flashofthunder18: i hate when that happens to me!
flashofthunder18: ..oh wait
flashofthunder18: something relevant?
Mer498: lol
flashofthunder18: haha
Mer498: haha!
flashofthunder18: i must be joking
flashofthunder18: im still kinda nervous to see if people will disown me
flashofthunder18: lol
flashofthunder18: i went with 2 of my friends
flashofthunder18: and i brought one back with me
Mer498: did THEY disown you?
Mer498: haha!
flashofthunder18: no, they didnt disown me
Mer498: lol
Mer498: Did not know when decided to make demon army for Sauron that would be so darn messy. Curse my decision to be Saruman the White. Should have decided to be Saruman the Muddy Brown, or Saruman the Faintly Greenish. White just shows all the slime.
flashofthunder18: haha
flashofthunder18: Saruman the Slightly Puce
Mer498: lmao
Typical. Gandalf just came waltzing by and he knows I hate drop-ins. Wanted to yap on and on all about the ring he gave his new boyfriend, terrible pervy hobbit-fancier old Gandalf is. Disgrace to the Order. Just wants to show off and remind me that he's got a hobbit, and I'm just dating an eyeball. Well, Saruman the White does not stand for this treatment. Showed him my Wizard Wrestling Federation moves. Have delivered smackdown. Go me.
flashofthunder18: not just pretent that it happens when we blink
flashofthunder18: or go to the bathroom
flashofthunder18: or something
flashofthunder18: lmao Boromir asked me to go for walk with him. Am not falling for old ‘Horn of Gondor’ trick. Am not. Am not. Oh, bloody hell. Just this once.
flashofthunder18: Am doomed to be Indistinguishable Backup Hobbit forever, even in matters of romance.
Bruxinha427: the idea of there being footnotes in fiction seems so strange
Bruxinha427: and i swear to god i almost typed feetnote
Bruxinha427: hehe
Mer498: hehe
Mer498: nice one
from the very secret journals:
Wonder if the silly prat is King yet? Ha! I though a ruler had to measure 12 inches!
*sniff* cassie, who wrote the very secret diaries, has RETIRED!!! AAAH! which means, no more very secret diaries. although, someone else has continued writing "the very secret journals" here: link to the very secret journals
i havent read any yet, so i have no idea if they're good or not...just thought i'd share the news...
AAAGH *more grumbly/frustrated noises* there's nothing i love more than being rolled out of bed and having food shoved in my face
Friday, January 02, 2004
i do beleive i enjoy this time of night
wink wink, nudge nudge, know what i mean? (sorry, just had to have a monty python reference in this one...)
hm....i miss fire. this pyro has not set anything on fire in...WEEKS!!! it was before christmas!! oh dear!
I was so skinny that I could help the gang by going through houses' dog doors. Once, I got into a house that way and found an envelope with $700 in it. We played pinball for four days straight.
-art
I was just standing in the backyard, absorbing the news, still wearing my cleats. Everyone in the neighborhood was hanging on their clotheslines, watching my family fall apart.
-art
"I'm a hit back type of person. You fuck with me, I fuck with you back. It's conditioned from growing up where I grew up in the L. A. projects. I used to get beat up when I was a little kid. They'd take my lunch money. Then I got to the point where I stopped accepting that. I started hitting back. And I never stopped."
-art alexakis
Mer498: b/c you have so much porn on your blog
Mer498: that my computer says its inappropriate
Butterflybabe23: oh damn
Mer498: lol
Butterflybabe23: well i have to take pictures to advertise my business
Mer498: lol
wikteMpeSt: lol gtg, my friends have decided that a rap battle is going to take place
Mer498: ooh
wikteMpeSt: I'll be back on later with details
Mer498: oh, i'll need details
wikteMpeSt: the topic is apparently going to be "pensive gophers"
Mer498: lol
WHOAH! surprise surprise!
You are Meredith. You're funny in your own special
way, and you have a special fondness for gym
shorts and flip-flops. You are very
entertaining, and we all love your jokes.
Which one of my friends are you most like?
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*talking about stupid warning labels*
Bruxinha427: have you seen the one that's on a cd player and it says
Bruxinha427: caution
Bruxinha427: not intended for use as a projectile in a catapult
Mer498: LMAO!!!
Mer498: no
Mer498: never seen that one
Mer498: although
Bruxinha427: hehehe
Mer498: i used to have a hair dryer
Mer498: that said "do not use while sleeping"
Bruxinha427: yeah
(On a bottle of hair coloring:) Do not use as an ice cream topping.
(On a can of easy cheese:) For best results, remove cap.
Maybe there is no actual place called hell. Maybe hell is just having to listen to our grandparents breathe through their noses when they're eating sandwiches.
--Jim Carrey
WHY MEN ARE JUST HAPPIER PEOPLE:
Your last name stays put.
The garage is all yours.
Wedding plans take care of themselves.
Chocolate is just another snack.
You can be president.
You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park.
Car mechanics tell you the truth.
The world is your urinal.
You never have to drive to another gas station because this one's just too "icky"
Same work, more pay.
Wrinkles add character.
Wedding dress- $5000; tux rental-$100
People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them.
The occasional well-rendered belch is practically expected.
New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet.
One mood, ALL the time.
Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat.
You know stuff about tanks.
A five-day vacation requires only one suitcase.
You can open all your own jars.
You get extra credit for the slightest act of thoughtfulness.
If someone forgets to invite you, he or she can still be your friend.
Your underwear is $8.95 for a three-pack.
Everything on your face stays its original color.
Three pairs of shoes are more than enough.
You don't have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt.
You almost never have strap problems in public.
You are unable to see wrinkles in your clothes.
The same hairstyle lasts for years, maybe decades.
Your belly usually hides your big hips.
One wallet and one pairs of shoes, one color, all seasons.
You can "do" your nails with a pocketknife.
You can have freedom of choice concerning growing a mustache.
You can do Christmas shopping for 25 relatives, on Decmber 24, in 45 minutes.
dude! i actually remember this conversation!!
fruzsina2006: let's talk about something else since you're obviously not agreeing with me
fruzsina2006: ..........
evergleam498: how about radishes
evergleam498: are they vegetables?
fruzsina2006: FREAK
evergleam498: only sometimes
fruzsina2006: FREAK
fruzsina2006: FREAK
fruzsina2006: yes they are vegetable
fruzsina2006: now the question is are cucumbers
fruzsina2006: ?
fruzsina2006: ooooooooo
fruzsina2006: the mystery of life
evergleam498: vegetable!@
evergleam498: i know that one
fruzsina2006: but they have seeds
fruzsina2006: so do peppers
evergleam498: so do pumpkins
evergleam498: and tomatoes
fruzsina2006: it's so confusin
evergleam498: wai
evergleam498: *wait
fruzsina2006: tomatoes are fruits
evergleam498: if vegetables dont have seeds, how do u plant them?
also from fuzzy's blog archives:
A joke (thanks Edie):
A man walks into a bar with a lizard on his shoulder. He goes up to the bartender and asks for a drink.
The bartender goes, "What's your lizard's name?" and the guy says "Tiny."
The bartender gives a puzzled looks and says "Why is he named Tiny?"
The guy smiles and goes, "Because he's MY NEWT! [minute]"
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
wow, i was reading through fruzsina's blog archives because i missed the real blog so much, but anyway, i found this. its an excerpt of an email i sent her a LONG time ago. it makes me laugh. i must've been really hyper that day...
i dont mind the french comment too much, because i've never really been the type of person to care what my teachers think of me (last year, my english teacher said that i was mean to the other students and didnt get along well with my classmates. i was like WHATEVER! i never talked at all during her class. she wasnt even an english teacher. our normal teacher was out having a baby, so of course they get a replacement who was a religion major and sold real-estate. perfect choice for an english teacher. NOT. anyway, my advisor contacted my mom and told her that she had no idea where that was coming from, and that several people had problems w/ ms austin, the "english" teacher. well, thats my tangent story for the day) what was i saying.... oh yes. french.
"I have a great mind to believe in Christianity for the mere pleasure of fancying I may be damned."
--Lord Byron
Thursday, January 01, 2004
flashofthunder18: lol look what my friend said in response to that away message... " kate bad , hah thats like saying the sun occasionally shines.
Butterflybabe23: meredith
Mer498: lexi
Butterflybabe23: i def made out with a guy i barely knew
Mer498: its new years
Mer498: thats what the holiday is for
Butterflybabe23: yeah i guess
Butterflybabe23: it was pretty fun
Mer498: whats his name?
Mer498: lmao
Butterflybabe23: lol
Butterflybabe23: I REMEMBER HIS NAME SILLY
Butterflybabe23: it was justin
Mer498: timberlake?
Mer498: you HO
Butterflybabe23: omg i wish
The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful
Stop me and steal my breath
And emeralds from mountains thrust towards the sky
Never revealing their depth
And Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated, I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above
And I'll be your cryin' shoulder
I'll be loves suicide
And I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your life
And rain falls angry on the tin roof
As we lie awake in my bed
And you're my survival, you're my living proof
My love is alive and not dead
And tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated, I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above
And I'll be your cryin' shoulder
I'll be loves suicide
And I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your life
And I'm dropped out, I’m burned up, I’m on my my way back from the dead
I’m tuned in, I turned on, remembered the thing that you said
And I'll be your cryin' shoulder
I'll be loves suicide
And I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your
The greatest fan of your life
i dislike holidays...and i cant beleive im saying this, but i almost wish we had school or something...any excuse to not be HERE...
[screen name]: Stop right now. You need help and I am not being mean when I say this. Every peson deserves to have good in their lives... you too. Get some therapy and maybe medication and try to find the good in your life. You are worth the work it takes to get better.
fuck off
