i love you forever, i like you for always
Wednesday, August 31, 2005
stole this from amber's lj, who stole it from hannah. just to give credit where credit is due. list 20 people you know in no particular order.
1. kently
2. fruzsina
3. anna
4. caitlin
5. nikki
6. amber
7. martha
8. edith
9. lydia
10. andrea
11. sarah bare
12. lexi
13. scott
14. maebeth
15. anna busija
16. chrissy
17. joanna
18. william
19. kate
20. hannah
How did you meet 13?
i'd say one day in elementary school one of us walked up and said 'hi' but i could be wrong on that one.
What would you do if you never met 5?
i'd probably be really sad, and likely have a different drama teacher, since it would be hard to know mrs. lawson but not nikki
What do you honestly think of 10?
very sweet. a bit scattered at times, but i'm not one to talk on that issue :)
Would or did 19 and 8 go out?
i really don't think kate and edith would be a 'long-term' type of relationship.
Have you ever liked 3?
i've always liked anna. just not that way
If 1 died tomorrow, what is one thing that you would need him/her to know?
i love you forever!!! i'm so glad our friendship didn't end after we stopped going to the same pool.
Would 2 and 11 make a good couple?
sarah bare and fruzsina...i think not. and i don't think will would be thrilled with that one either.
Who is 16 going out with?
uh oh...i should know that. i met him. i think his name starts with J
Describe 7 in 3 words:
tall, nice, responsible
Do you think 12 is hot?
absolutely. phil is too.
Would 1 and 17 make a lovely couple?
i dont think so...joanna and kently aren't really even good friends.
What do you think when you see 8?
EDITH!!! someone smart! i'm saved!
Tell me something humiliating about 11.
i'm not sure if i know anything that humiliating about her....and if i did, i wouldn't be mean enough to share it :)
What's 20's favorite color?
i'm not sure...i'd have to go with green.
On a scale of 1-10 how cute is 14?
i'm not sure..personally, i'm not attracted to maebeth
What would you do if 4 just professed their undying love for you?
i'd ask her why she pretended to like elijah wood all these years.
What language does 19 speak?
english and some french
Who is 8 going out with?
no one at the moment
Is 9 a boy or a girl?
a girl. a somewhat manly girl. jessamyn mistook her for a boy once. a vera-bradley toting boy.
Would 18 and 4 make a good couple?
actually....they might....that's kinda freaky.
What grade is 17 in?
12th
When was the last time you talked to 12?
a tiny bit this morning...before that, it's been a while
What is 6's favorite band?
i'm not sure
Does 1 have any siblings?
yes. detra.
Would you ever date 3?
probably not. sorry.
Would you ever date 7?
no...sorry martha.
Is 15 single?
i believe so
What is your favorite thing about 20?
she laughs at my jokes. which means her great sense of humor. :)
Tuesday, August 30, 2005
Monday, August 29, 2005
words cannot express how horrible today has been. my world is falling apart. i just started to cry because the copy-paste option didn't work. i can't take any more of this. i really can't.
Sunday, August 28, 2005
The Survey Where You Say The First Word That Comes To Mind. Yay. | |
Created by -ambiguous and taken 61599 times on Bzoink | |
| What comes to mind when you hear.. | |
| ..snow? | plow |
| ..rain? | drop |
| ..tornado? | kansas |
| ..summer love? | fake |
| ..Jon? | creepy |
| ..Mike? | virdignity |
| ..Shea? | hm |
| ..banana? | ick |
| ..dizzy? | spinning |
| ..Laura? | scary |
| ..Juan? | hola |
| ..car? | zoom |
| ..white? | stripes |
| ..peppermint? | sticks |
| ..New Found Glory? | personality |
| ..placebo? | effect |
| ..orange juice? | orange |
| ..candid camera? | smile! |
| ..sister? | annoying |
| ..brother? | obnoxious |
| ..hate? | crimes |
| ..school? | dance |
| ..President? | bush |
| ..football? | hot |
| ..rap? | music |
| ..pop? | fake |
| ..rock? | everclear |
| ..punk? | avril |
| ..sex? | car |
| ..death? | funeral |
| ..baby? | boy |
| ..duuude? | where's my car? |
| ..the end? | fin |
Created by littletittie and taken 379 times on Bzoink | |
| who are you? | |
| Name | mer |
| Age | seventeen |
| Curiousity | |
| Who has made the biggest impact on your life? Why? | not sure |
| Do you have a blankie? | no |
| What is your favorite childhood memory? | playing with christiana at her pool and the playground thing next to it |
| What is your worst fear? | spiders |
| Name a time you tried to face your fears? What happened? | i'm not sure |
| If you could become anyone for a day, who would you be? & Why? | someone really awesome. probably famous. just to see what it's like. |
| What would you try to accomplish as in becoming this new person? | see how other people see the world |
| What is the most valuable thing you own? | my ipod i guess |
| Do you have anything you have kept for years and treasure deeply? | my big bird stuffed animal |
| What is your favorite condom flavor? | cherry |
| What do you like on your pizza? | mushrooms |
| If you could change into any object for a day, what would you be? | probably a mirror |
| Which Disney character is most like you? | hm...the monkey 'abu' from aladin |
| Whats your favorite ice cream flavor? | dark chocolate |
| Have you ever been arrested? For what? | nope |
| What/Who are your inspirations in life? | many things |
| Would you ever wrestle a crocodile? | maybe a baby crocodile |
| Silk, Velvet or Lace? | velvet |
| Who do you dream to marry? | the hotness |
| Have you picked out names for your children yet? | nope |
| How many kids do you want to have? | i dont like kids |
| Ever been in a near death situation? What happened? | car accident |
| Ever been in love? | not really |
| Would you put your life on the line for someone you love? | maybe |
| Ever loved someone so much you cried? | no |
| Smoothies or Milkshakes? | smoothies |
| What is in that pot at the end of your rainbow? | pot |
| Ever been stung by a bee? | yes |
| Have you ever broken any bones? Which ones? | only in my toes |
| Ever participated in a Protest? For what? | no |
| What color do you wear mostly? | idk, probably blue |
| Ever had any paranormal experiences? | no |
| Ever thought you were in love, but in the end you actually werent? | no... |
| Ever been in a car accident? | yep |
| What is your worst natural disaster experience? | huge ice storm....we don't have many natural disasters |
| Favorite childhood toy::? | my little muppet figures |
| Whats your favorite popcicle flavor? | green |
| Do you ever wish you were someone else? | sometimes |
| Favorite star wars character::? | i hate star wars |
| WHat is your favorite dessert? | tiramisu |
| Desert, Jungle, Under the sea, or space? | under the sea |
| What is the biggest mistake you have ever made? | i don't like to share that |
| Is time going by too fast or too slow? | both. |
| For or agains't abortion? | for |
| What are you favorite places to go when your bored? | it depends |
| Ever been socked in the face? Why? | yes. for being a smartass. |
| Ever been walked in on during sex? | no |
| Ever sit around all day..waiting for that someone to call? | no, i just bring my phone with me. :) |
| Ever laughed so hard you peed your pants? | not quite |
| Ever laughed so hard you cried? | yes |
| If you could be any celebrity who would you be? | hm....maybe angelina jolie. she seems pretty cool. |
| Money security for the rest of your life orMarriage to the love ofyourlife? | both |
| What was in your worst nightmare? | it involves being huddled in a corner. |
| Sandals or shoes? | sandals |
| Democrat or Republican? | democrat |
| If you could be any animal for a day, what would you be? | a koala |
| Whats the yummiest thing you can cook? | my grandma's recipe for pound cake |
| Whats the Craziest thing youve eaten? | that weird thing at the japanese restaurant |
| Ever waited for the one you loved to come back to you..but they never did? | no |
| Are you waiting for someone to ask you out right now? | not really |
| Happiest Moment of your life::? | i don't really know |
Saturday, August 27, 2005
because i should be sleeping
current:
o outfit: everclear tshirt and spongebob boxers
o hairstyle: wet and down
o jewelry: none at the moment
o nail color: black toenails, nothing on my fingernails
o feeling: slightly upset/stressed
have you ever:
o kissed someone: yep
o gotten drunk: hell yeah
o worn rainbows: never
o talked on the phone for over 3 hours: um...probably
o left the country: not yet. january!
o had a party with over 30 people: not at my house
o taken nude pictures: nooo
o stolen something: nothing important.
o caught something on fire: yes..i'm such a little pyro
o cheated on someone: not exactly
o wanted to cheat on someone: hm...difficult question.
o asked someone out: no
o had a dream, then the next day it happens: not the next day
Last Thing:
o you touched: doorknob
o you talked to: last *thing* i talked to? not sure really...
o you hugged: kently
o you kissed: ;)
o you instant messaged: lexi
o who broke you heart: i don't think it's ever really been broken
Are you:
o understanding: occasionally
o open-minded: i'd like to think so
o arrogant: not too often
o insecure: yep
o interesting: of course. however, not at the moment.
o hungry: no
o smart: it depends on your definition of smart
o moody: definitely
o childish: haha, yeah. i'm an 8 yr old boy at heart.
o independent: mostly
o hard working: it depends on how motivated i'm feeling
o healthy: i'd say no
o emotionally stable: hahahahaa, that's a good one. NO
o shy: around new people
o difficult: most likely
o attractive: idk...not really
o bored easily: bored easily, easily amused
o reliable: most of the time
o self-disciplined: sortof. only about things i care about, which is very different from what people think i should be self-disciplined about
o ignored: not usually
o talkative: when i hit a talkative mood
At the moment are you:
o thirsty: not really
o angry: no
o sad: not really
o happy: definitely not
o sick: nope
o sleepy: no...dammit
o lonely: in a way
info about yourself:
o what is your name? meredith
o name people call you? mer/meredith
o what are you labled as? loser
o do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? no. sadly.
o how tall are you?: 5'6"
o brothers/sisters?: no
favorites:
o what is your favorite band(s): everclear. duh.
o color(s)?: red/black
o soda: pepsi
o music: rock/alternative/metal
o stores in the mall? hot topic probably
o ice cream: dark chocolate
o roller coaster: the raven at holiday world indiana
o candy: mr good bar
o cd : it goes back and forth between the everclear cds
o cookies: my homemade oatmeal cookies
o juice?: orange juice
o holiday?: halloween
o month: i don't have one
in the last 48 hours have you:
o cried?: no...surprisingly
o missed someone?: yes
o yelled at someone?: yes
o driven somewhere?: of course
o talked to someone on the phone?: yes
o been online?: of course
o smiled?: yeah
o had sex?: no
o kissed someone?: no
o hugged someone?: yes
o last thing you ate? : a peach
o talked to an ugly person? haha, yeah
have you ever:
o been in love: only if you define "love" rather loosely
o kissed someone of the same sex: no
o been in trouble with the police? not quite
o hit someone in a car: no, but i've been hit by another car
o broken something: broke *something* or broke some body part? because i'm pretty sure everyone has broken some object at some point in his or her life
o betrayed a friend: sadly, yes
o played strip poker: yes
o skipped school: yes
o shot a gun: nope
o broken something important: yes
o smoked weed: smoked? no.
o smoked a cig: yeah
o dyed your hair: purple highlights
okay, last questions:
o what is sitting next to you: my giant teddy bear
o do you get along with your mother: my, that's a loaded question
o do you get along with your father: when he's in a good mood
o favorite sport? volleyball i guess
o been in a plane?: of course
o killed someone?: no
o kicked your cat for the hell of it?: um...no, but i've kicked someone elses cat. for good reason though. not just for the hell of it.
o slept during class?: yep
o are you bored of this survey? getting there
o what time is it now: 4:00am exactly
i was taking all of the stuff out of my religion notebook from last year so i could use it as a calculus notebook for this year, and as i was doing so, i discovered all of the little "reflection papers" the bitch made us write. re-reading them, i'm surprised she didn't hate me more than she did. really surprised. anyway, i found this piece of genius among the piles of shit, and i just thought i'd share it with you. the assignment: pretend you are moses and write your biography including at least 4 major life events discussed in class.
hello! my name is moses. no last name for me, just moses. i'm pretty old now and i'm about to die, so i figured i better write something about my life down before i'm dead and everone forgets about me, so here goes:
when i was just a litle baby, some king dude was having all baby boys killed. not cool. so my mom hides me so i won't be killed. i was a pretty quiet baby, so no one noticed. as i got bigger, it was harder and harder to hide me, so my mom made me a little water-proof basket and had my sister watch me in the river to make sure i didn't float away or get eaten by a vicious animal. i also got a nice tan floating out there all day. ah, that was the life. good thing i didn't get skin cancer. i wouldn't want to ruin my perfect complexion with ugly splotches.
anyway, back to baby me on the river. one day this princess from far away is down bathing in the same river i float in and saw my cute little baby self. she couldn't resist me. she wanted to keep me and raise me. but...oh no! i needed a nurse-maid! fortunately, my sister was really smart for her age and stepped forward and offered to go find one. she came back with our mom and we all got to move away. growing up, my mom told me about my hebrew past. i got to be bi-cultural!
when i got older, i saw these egyptians mistreating a hebrew slave. this made me really mad because of my own hebrew past. i got really upset and killed those mistreaters. fortunately, i didn't see anyone around. this whole little murder th ing would be my little secret. no death-row for me! the next day, i saw two hebrews fighting and i didn't like that. i asked them why they were fighting, and thery were all "you gonna kill us like you did that egyptian dude?" oh no! my secret was out! so i fled to midian. great place.
once i was there, i saw a pretty girl taking her sheep down to the watering hole. i went up to lil' miss bo peep and she invited me back to dinner. a little while later, i married zipporah, the priest's daughter. great gal.
now let's jump forward to when i'm up on the mountain of god with some sheep. sheep are very important around here. then i see this burning bush. i'm all "oh no! forest fires are bad!" but then i realize the bush isn't really burning...it's just on fire. the bush was not being consumed by the flames! it must have been a work of god. then the lord told me to take everyone to the land of milk and honey. yum. lots of good food in the promised land. apparently god had seen all of these egyptians suffering, and was very concerned. how nice of him. now he's butting in and trying to relocate people.
then i went to the pharoah and asked him to let us move. because god said so. surprise, surprise, he didn't believe me. go figure. so i took his staff and threw it on the ground. god did his little snake-trick thing and turned the staff into a snake. very nifty trick. then i picked it back up and it was a staff again. the stubborn pharoah still didn't believe me, so i stuck my normal hand in my poicket and pulled it out again. BAM! leperacy! not good though, so i stuck it back in, pulled it out, and no more leperacy. i was healed! very stubborn pharoah. eventually, he let us go, and we all lived happily ever after. see my second edition to hear how the rest of the story went.
-MOSES!
surprisingly, i got a star on this paper. the same grade as people who actually put some effort into writing this seriously. i am the master of bullshitting papers.
*talking about how kently's going to take a 'history of africa' class*
Mer498: you can get in touch with your inner black self kently
Mer498: *dies laughing*
JoyInMyCup: HAHA!!!!
Mer498: it made you go ha-ha
JoyInMyCup: it made me go ha-ha, very loudly
Friday, August 26, 2005
caitlin and i went to see 'the brothers grimm' today. it was pretty good. a few excellent line such as "trust the toad!!" and "it's not magic! it's just shiny!" then on the way home we passed this field type thing where this guy had just baled a bunch of hay, and was proceeding to pick them up and move them to wherever one takes several bales of hay. and i said something along the lines of 'oh cool! they finally mowed the hay!" and caitlin says "no, i think those are pine needles." *i burst out laughing, and a few minutes later, when i can breathe again, "caitlin...pine needles grow on TREES! did you seriously think that you can just..GROW some pine needles then harvest them?" and she says "well...at the time i said that....yes, yes i did." oh my. it was fabulous.
Thursday, August 25, 2005
*talking about how in a previous game of scrabble i turned fruzsina's word 'quid' into 'squid'*
me: and then i added the 's' and made "squids!"
fru: no, you just made squid. squids do not exist.
me: neither do fishes
fru: neither do mooses
me: neither do reindeer. *pause* oh wait...those do exist.
*LOTS of laughter*
in my defense, i was thinking of the magical flying santa reindeer...which definitely do NOT exist. however, one christmas eve when i was really little, it was sleeting or something, because i distinctly heard "the sound of reindeer hooves on the roof" in the middle of the night. i was convinced that was what it was. because there was definitely a noise. only in retrospect do i realize why my mom was trying to convince me i hadn't heard reindeer hooves. i was mad at her for trying to tell me i didn't actually hear anything. not like she was there, how would she know. amazing how a bit of perspective can change things.
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
first day of college class. well...not *all* salem college students are idiots. some just don't speak any english. and don't realize you need to buy a calculus book to go along with the course. we'll see how it goes.
took this from hannah's lj. i don't wanna go to sleep. it means the summer is officially over since my first class is in 10 hours
Have you ___________ this summer 2005?
-had a party? yep
-gone to a party? not a very good one
-spent the night with someone? yessss
-laughed until your stomach hurt? yes
-laughed until you almost peed your pants? yes
-gone on a vacation? no
-tanned? some
-went to a camp? geek camp. hell yeah.
-swam? um...yes. sortof.
-went to the movies? yep
-gone shopping? once or twice
-Had a job? not exactly
-gotten freakishly bored? of course
-have you gotten sun burned yet? no actually...
-been outside during a lightning storm? definitely.
-Been to another state? no
-been to another country? no
-changed something about your appearance? yeah..the purple washed out though. sadly.
-been to the the hospital with an injury? not my injury
-commited a crime/broken the law? yes
-gone on a road trip? to raleigh. woot. exciting.
-had a girfriend or boyfriend? sadly no
-dumped a girlfriend of boyfriend? no...
-been to a concert? no, but i'm going to an everclear concert soon!
-been in trouble with the cops/parents? parents
-had a memorable moment? sortof
-had a horrible moment? definitely
-made new friends? of course
-missed a friend? yep
-Slept under the stars? no
-thought about school? only a bit
-been to the beach? no...but it's not like i enjoy going to the beach, so that's not too bad.
-thought about a special someone? yep
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
Monday, August 22, 2005
i beat kently at online scrabble 100 to 210! it was an excellent game on both sides though. lots of fun words.
Sunday, August 21, 2005
i sign on, and immediately kently IMs me:
JoyInMyCup: i have to ask you a question. but i need coffee. so wait until i get back!
Mer498: haha, ok
yeah...still the same caffeine freak we know and love
wow...this is the first time i've ever found a political agenda i completely agree with:
-Termination of the myth of equality for all.
-Tax all churches.
-Remove any religious beliefs which have been incorporated in legislation.
-The freedom for all to live within a total environment of their choice.
Saturday, August 20, 2005
so the party was totally awesome.
i pulled my most successful practical joke ever:
*kently's massaging my shoulders*
kently: here, take my ring
me: ok
*examines the engraving on the inside of the ring, and it says Kently B Page*
me: why does it say 'sarah eshelman' on the inside of your ring?
we all thought she was going to have a heart attack. aparently at sarah's going away party a bunch of pple had put their rings on the table and then gotten them back afterwards, so it was entirely possible for her to have grabbed sarah's ring. sadly, the massaging stopped after that. oh well. it was worth it for the look on her face.
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*watching the benny and joon scene with teh tapioca pudding and raisins*
caitlin: tap-ee-OOH-ca......why is that in my head?
me: ...you mean lev-ee-OH-sa. not lev-ee-oh-SAH.
wingardium leviosa. tapioca. same thing.
Friday, August 19, 2005
Thursday, August 18, 2005
mumblethesilent: well i gotta go.... i'm expecting visitors with cigarettes
Mer498: the best kind
mumblethesilent: and my chair just went POP and i'm a little scared
Mer498: hahahaha
Velvetskylark: is it inflatable?
Mer498: no, her bf is though
Velvetskylark: ahahaha
mumblethesilent: fuck you mer....
Mer498: :D
Mer498: i love you
mumblethesilent: ok ok ok i love you too
Velvetskylark: heart you lots!
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
it's 4:14 in the morning. i can't sleep. which is rather annoying, as i actually have to get up tomorrow. today. whatever. either way, i'm alternating between not being able to get comfortable and not being able to calm down....and my ears feel like they really need to pop, but they don't. they just feel messed up...like i've been on an airplane for too long. which is stupid because i haven't done anything out of the ordinary to make my ears feel weird *or* keep me from being able to sleep. i really want to watch an episode of family guy (the last disc of the first volume came today) but i know if i start i won't be able to stop until i've watched the whole dvd, and then it'll be even later/earlier and the whole sleep thing just won't be able to happen. arg. all of those times in chemistry when i absolutely could NOT stay awake, and here i am completely not able to get to sleep. ah, the irony.

Tommy Gnosis
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same result as anna! coolness...
went to starbucks today to play some chess (and then some scrabble) with fruzsina. much fun. we each won a game of chess, and after a thoroughly enjoyable game of scrabble, we tallied the points and fru kinda kicked my ass on that one. which leads into this quotation of the day:
*after fru gets a word worth 30 points*
me: stop kicking my ass!
fru: *pause* OH! you mean at the game! i was like 'my legs aren't moving...'
and during the second chess game (after we moved to a different table because of the truly STUPID conversation happening behind us from none other than the chelsea currant or curran or whatever her name is that was a sophomore our freshman year) and we had a lovely chat. excerpts from the convo may be read on kently's livejournal. they're quite amusing in my opinion.
update: fru loves the merk purse!!! it makes me quite happy. because if she didn't absolutely love it i would be forced to steal it back and use it a lot to show people how to properly appreciate the finer things in life. such as everclear.
update: 17 days until concert time!!!!
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
Sunday, August 14, 2005
![]() | You scored as Ginny Weasley. You definitely share your mother's (Molly Weasley) fiery resolve and slowly but surely people are learning to respect you because of it.
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sweet! i'm harry's girlfriend!
OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!! everclear is coming to virginia beach!!! on a SATURDAY~! on a fucking weekend! on a day i would not have to miss school!!!! i will be there. there is absolutely nothing stopping me from going there. i will sneak out and ride a greyhound on labourday weekend to get there, and sleep in a shanty by the freeway if necessary, everclear is coming to virginia beach on 9/03/05!!!!!!!!!!
anyone interested in a road trip? (the whole shanty thing probably won't be necessary. we know some people up there.) omg....it's only a 5 hour drive, and it's FREE!!!! and unlike the whole charlotte fiasco, there is NO AGE LIMIT!!! FUCK YEAH!!!
Saturday, August 13, 2005
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
spellcheck wanted to change "10th" to "Utah." never trust spellcheck. it can do some very strange things....
i kinda wish sarah bare would get back from the beach. it gets lonely online at 3:00am without her. she's generally the only one still up at this hour. now all i have to look at is a group of four away messages and two 'forwarding IMs to cell phone' image thingies. and that's just not as entertaining. however, on the bright side (always look on the briiight side of life *whistle*) FRU'S COMING HOME!!!!! it's way exciting. even though she's going to be majorly jet lagged, we can all ambush her and make her show us fun pictures. :)
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
Monday, August 08, 2005
haha, took this from jessamyn's away message.
Werven Scy: YOU'RE A PITA
FRIENDSquoter: yeah, well... you're a tortilla
Werven Scy: pita is my shortspeak for pain in the ass, but ok
FRIENDSquoter: yeah well tortilla is my speak for "the only reason that i love life always"
FRIENDSquoter: but whatever
Thursday, August 04, 2005
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
"we don't dance like those britney and justin freaks at the school"
"yeah, goths dance to express pain and suffering"
"yeah, and the only way to dance is to stand, looking at the ground, and every three seconds take a drag of your cigarette."
-southpark
man...this show cracks me up...
Monday, August 01, 2005
i have completely lost the motivation to do anything. anything at all. i really do not give a shit what happens next. i'm just going to curl up and let the world continue on without me.






